Love is for fools~

Monday, 1 April 2013

You Fool

The spark - have you ever experience it going out? It certain felt that way, has been for a while. The flesh continued its usual function, but if one looks closely, my beautiful made-up eyes are like black holes.

Actually, the flesh might have died a little as well; the cycle of life spares no one.

"You fool" - is what someone used to say, not to me directly (not always, but at times heh), but it is what hit me today. Boy, I really miss the past; I had a fire within me, I was much more playful, the people around me were good people. I have turned into a pile of sticky watery goo since then, with the moisture putting out sparks and discouraging any from forming. The internal compass has confused itself and the rage I felt was undirected and destructive. I was not as fun as I used to be.

But change is the only constant and time waits for no one. No one likes a miserable bitch, and I was close to being both.

It is not easy digging myself out of this, hopefully the biggest sex organ in us can help maneuver me out of this mess.

7 comments:

  1. sounds like u had a rough time. hope the stormy weather clears up into bright sunshine for ya, aal. miserable bitches are, well, miserable. dont be one :)

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    1. Sunshine... The weather sucked today. Hopefully tmr will be better ;)

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  2. May I ask you out for coffee?

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  3. I know the journey may seem rough, but know that there is always a silver lining past the hill. Your goo is just the world telling you that there's something else out there that's better for you. Soak up the sun....put a smile on your face...its a day to feel awesome =)

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    1. Hard to feel that way when tmr is Monday.... Oh well, we'll make it work x

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